romeo and juliet

hello my friends!!brrrrr!! got your gloves and mittens out?? ugh!! i'm moving to italy! in my dreams!! haha!! its no secret that i'm not a big believer in love anymore. i've mentioned it many times. i used to believe, i almost fell for it recently. i used to be this hopeless romantic...and not that long ago i thought i met the love of my life. he just didn't seem to feel the same way. all around me i see both couples in love and heartache. its a conundrum...lol. big word for such a little girl! anyway, so dummy me, i rented "letters to juliet" thinking, it will be a nice love story. and it was. i cried through the whole thing...what a sap! it was about love, loss, losing the one you love, and then finding them again, and being with the wrong person...and finding the right one. even though it was just a movie, it touched upon some very real subjects of the heart, and of life. we all know that most of the time life doesn't have the same happy endings that movies do. love is unpredictable. and as skeptical as i am on the outside, id like to think that on the inside im holding out for that happy ending. what i do know is that although i'm not totally disappointed, i'm not exactly where i thought i'd be in my life, but i'm still writing the ending.

we are born, we live, we die. sometimes not necessarily in that order. we put things to rest only to have them rise up again. so if death is not the end, what can you count on anymore? because you sure can't count on anything in life. life is the most fragile, unstable, unpredictable thing there is. in fact there is only one thing in life we can be sure of. it aint over 'til its over.