the key

hello my friends!! i hope you are having a wonderful day!! i want you all to know that i am researching new blog sites thanks to the help of my very good friend and class husband-lol-don!! hopefully with a new site you can all actually subscribe and leave comments.
that being said i feel like when i blog i am supposed to always be happy and posative...and if i am not i am letting you all down. but thats really my own fault for feeling that way. i am sure that like me you'll all have days where you struggle. and this blog is the perfect place for me to express my feelings whether they are happy or sad. and i have posted sad blogs before, i just don't like doing it LOL!
a character i follow n TV from the show in plain site said that "time kills everything. hope, health, dreams, even love. everything we love is eventually murdered by the hands of time." thats true and thats life. but that doesn't mean we have to feel good about it. its safe to say that we can't leave here until we find the door, or as jim morrison said no ne gets out alive. of coure i am not looking for THAT door right now!! LOL i am still looking for the key to the OTHER door!! my happily ever after!! although i hate that phrase. its gotta be just around the corner, right?? i am trying to keep up the hope, and the dreams...but i am 46 years old and still looking for love-although there again, and i've said it before-you know how i feel about that. there's that time thing again.

some say love is the only thing that's real. some say life would be a whole lot better with out it. for me the jury is still out on that one.(in plain site)

until next time...safe journey.