moving on..

hello my friends!! are we lovin summer or what? i know i am! i have a little garden going, i am totally neglecting my housework as usual-LOL, and getting as much sunshine as i can!! but of course we all no that nothing lasts forever. i have many friends right now that are have a difficult time either letting go of a relationship, or the other person is letting go of them. the end of a relationship-good or bad is never easy. i know that i have one in particular that even i still kinda cling to-even if its just in the back of my mind, its still there. and from time to time, it still stings. you have memories, you made plan together, for most of us "i love you" was said. you thought you mattered. and then for one reason or another, one of you just walks away, leaving the other one blindsided with their mouth agap(ok did i use that word right? did i even spell it right? LOL. hey it happens. thats life these days. sometimes we keep trying, but the bottom line is, when its over its over and the only remedy is time. and only when you are ready...as one of my very best friends has told me many times (kelly) you put on your big girl panties, or big boy skivvies and ya move on!

so i guess there's no easy way to move on from a relationship. you cant't just flip a switch and suddenly be over it. because the road really is full of hidden potholes. you can try staying in the relationship. you can stay home and dream of the perfect unobtainable one. but in the end, it just takes time. lots of time and tears. (men in trees)

until next time...safe journey.

peter pan syndrome!

hell my friends!! i know its been awhile-see now i CAN blame the good weather!! here in NY i am bound and determined to enjoy our one month of summer!! lmao!! which got me to thinking about all the fun i have had so far....with all my family and friends!! seems like we dont do much in the crappy months-i mean we party a little....but summer comes and holy hell we are kids again!! we have gone to festivals downtown...inner harbor, BBQs, had bonfires and parties right here-LOL-i've been to thunder in old forge, swimming in the lake, the beach, to the pool w/the kids, we have a trip to thunder island and sea breeze planned, camping, fireworks...shall i go on? im more of a kid then my own kid haha!! grow up?? naawwww, plenty of other times when we have to do that, many other situations in our lives where we HAVE to be adults, so i say, when you can be peter pan....then be peter pan.

there comes a point in your life when you are officially an adult. suddenly you are old enough to vote, drink, and engage in other adult activities. suddenly people expect you to be responsible, serious-a grown up. we get taller, we get older...but do we ever really grow up?

until next time...safe jouney.